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Why won't you leave me aloneAfter all that went on and all we went through you've come back again Like I knew you'd doWhy won't you leave me alone
I feel your pain here and I have to choose Between you and my dear But she's too much to loose
Why have you come back and why here and now I thought we got past this when I shut you down
Your motives still scare me and I just can't sense how you survived without me your pain's too immense
You have a strong spirit and I know you'll pull through my heart aches to help you
but what can I do
It kills me
by ~Unbreakable11
What have I done?One of the definitions of a monster according to webster's dictionary is anyone who excites horror by wickedess, cruelty, etc. I fit this description. I have manipulated and in my manipulation hurt the one that I hold most dear. Hurt them to the point that they start to question themselves when I know that all this is my doing. Hurt them to where even if they are willing to forgive I cannot forgive myself. When they wanted to feel secure, I pushed them away. When they wanted attention, I ignored them. When they wanted to love and be loved unconditionally, I turned myWhat have I done?
by ~Unbreakable11
DeceptionDeceptionDeception
Deception. Does it amuse you to decieve me? Fool me? Pull the wool over my eyes until I see you as something that you are not? Something you will never be. Does this amuse you? Do you find it fun to distort my vision of you untill you become some glorious being? Well your plan worked my vision of you is distorted. Distorted to the point that I can no longer tell who you really are. Do you even know yourself? What have you become? If you pretend to be something you're not do you ever become the thing you're prete
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PainPain Pain. It’s a four letter word for eternal agony. Agony rooted so deep within that it can never be extracted. To nullify the pain would be nullifying the soul for they have been joined. What were once separate entities have been forced together and cannot be separated. You forced this. I gave you my soul, all I had and you stole it. You stole my soul and replaced it with the plague of pain. Now it has consumed me. Leaving in its wake the broken shell oPain
by ~Unbreakable11
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I Hate MyselfI hate myself, for all that I’ve done. I hate myself, for trying to live. I hate myself for showing emotion. I hate myself for attempting to love.I Hate Myself
I hate myself with a burning passion. I hate myself for all that I am. I hate myself for crying my eyes out. I hate myself for trying to stand.
I hate myself, nothing can change that. I hate myself for not having died. I hate myself for cutting the rope. I hate myself, for the failed suicide.
I feel the grip of my own self-hatred. I feel the cold, hard hand of God. His grip is cruel, his humor w
by ~Killerkeller
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- Favourite genre of music: metal, emo, anything I can relate to
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